Smile Just a Cover Of Sadness

D E P R E S S

Monday, January 3, 2011

Depression is kinda suck because today i already feel it myself .. I couldnt sleep for the whole day long..t.t..its painful.. i need some1 to talk to but i dunno who can i talk to...her ?..but she feeling nt well and she should take a long long rest..i couldnt be so bad like goin to disturbing her for the whole night long..i would do tat when i am a evil x).. but i sure i wont because i love her . . . today we had a long quarrel for the 1st time . . . the quarrel on that question wont stop at all... it wont gt an answer at last.. i really dunno what can i do.. see-ing her walking to a dark side, muddy, and cloudy without a single of light road and i need to support her walking through the road..i couldnt do tat.. i thinking for the whole day long..if 10 years later, i saw her still in the dark side, how would i feel?..i sure that i will be regretting that why not i stop her for doing that last ten years.. WTH am i talking?..its out of topic..x).. hmm.. i feel that sometimes i should like care bout her and support her decision..sometime thing wouldnt go that bad..and miracle would happen to kind person right?..as movie always say that ?..haha.. hmm..how good that i will be in 10 years later and not now thinking what should i do next?.. haix.. depression occur again t.t.. hmm.. i think i should stop quarrel with her.. i should talk to her nicely and if she would strongly goin to that road..i will be supporting her though.. i hope i can holding her hands walking to rest of my life..x).. i really do hope so x).. everything will be alright..rainbow will occurs after a dark sky raining.. x).. i love her very much as how much i can..sometime i hope she will care bout me too.. my birthday wishes x).hope it will.. i love u baby chikako x).. mwahs.. hugg u tight x).. frm my bottom of my heart..
stop here ..c ya x)..
good nite..

Cheah Sin sweet 17 birthday...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

erm.on the 23th of Mei is our dearest popo cheah birthday..hahax..so we went to sing k wif her on the saturday aso at 23th of Mei de..so good de u..your birthday on saturday..we want aso cannot ..so nan de.. so we reach jusco by 1 at went in to green box...gt 13 person is going...gt lengzaino1(wen hau), bobo(yen foo),wei wei(wai how),xiao jun(kah jun), hon leong bank(hon leong),niel niel(daniel),so po ying(pei ying), ke ai ying(xiao ying), mun mun (pui mun), popo cheah(cheah sin), xiao shi(hui shi),and qi qi(vicky) .. normally we will rush inside de room and snatch de mic de..but today we rush inside to room 41 and sit behind..we started taking photo n nt singing..me wen hau wai how sit behing and take jor so many photo leh...
when sing k till half..de lengzai or lenglui green box ppl call us 1 representative to ply a game...so i represent them fr de game..n unbelievale i won the game..swt oo..so we get a thing(gt de photo c down thr) as our prize...we keep on high 5-ing..hahax...after finish sing-ing k we went for a movie..(NIGHT AT THE MESEUM 2)..so funny oo de movie...keep telling cold joke ah..make dao us so cold in de cinema..like freezing jor..u all must see that movie..nice movie too..hahahx..after that..i gtg my mum coming..they went for kfc for their dinner..so fun oo tat day...we have fun during tat day...unforgetable day fr us...n last but nt least Happy Birthday Popo Cheah..HAHAX...thank you every1 bringing happiness for us..n i hope that our friendship last forever...^^...wooohoooo..

Love this photo LOLX..dunno y...xP..

REAL MAN!!!
those dun wan boyfriend de can find us..WE R REAL MAN..LOLX
jolin find us jor..cuz she say tat
i dont wan a boy friend a real man real man real man..HAHAX..

wai how beh tahan ler..fas fas take off da pants n pee..
some1 help him leh..de zip kek ju jor..

pee-ing de face..so serious leh..

all pee-ing in the toilet..dun take photo leh..
wooi wai how dun pee at my pants..
see wet wet jor oo..haix..let ppl laugh..
later ppl thought me pee in pants..

opps me act cute 1st..paiseh...

now oni act cute de ooo..sorry guyx..hahax..

all look so happy neh...^^..

waa..gt girl girl(lenglui hui shi) at boy toilet ahh
at first scat dao me ooo..

we thought gt ppl open de toilet door..
thn de people will thought us like 4 stupid taking photo in toilet
but yuan lai de door thr is wen hau lai de..hahax
tou tou kan at us LOLX..

all looking at de mirror..^^...so serious geh..

so free thn we go toilet take some photo..

stand thr do wud ooo?O.O..they very high ler..

yuan lai we aso very high geh..LOLX..

singing k de face..all look like gt feel..

say hao liao act sleeping..but wen hau see at de camera..zzz..
GROK GROK GROK..gt sound somemre..

oni me peace..no pei he me..sad...

try to take a photo who can see all of us..succes..YIPPEE

yen foo look like singer jor...taking a mic..

hahahx gt 2 lenglui beside me.. ^^ hahax..
so happy oo..n feel like in heaven lerh..

beside me is our class
lenglui de bring abit cute bring abit adorable de xiao ying ying..xP..

memorable photo for our friendship..
hope our friendship last forever xP..

too high jor me cuz can take photo xD..syok sendiri..><.

peace family hahahx..

short short de me..wif 2 tall lenglui..

yeahh...fail jor so many time taking de photo
but zhong yu sucess ler Yipeeee....

where is my hair ooo?..simply take geh..><

all laugh dao so happy..

all busy making their hair LOLx..

so hard to take dao one photo wif qiu wo..but nt look deep geh..><

wait fr me ahhh..i aso wan take..

Look like gay..yerr...wen hau say geh...really?O.o..

ahhh u see wud oo wai how?..tou kan who?..

call wen hau help me take one photo must lengzai geh..
he adjust de camera so long xP..

she say ngem leng jus now tat photo so take again LOLX..

so nan de can take photo wif birthday girl..
cuz hor many ppl snatching to take photo wif her..
but i take dao 1st..hahax...yeah ^^

so many thing to eat ahh..bcum piggy ner..

opps.. this thing throw by me n bobo..cuz hor c dao de mv of 一句话
thn ngem suang de boy boy hug zhou wen xuan xP..
n somemre de boy nt lengzai aso..><

I won for de game..so get this as a prize...hhahax..

trying to take one nice photo..

wai how very sad look like ngam ngam break up..

ahhh dun ahh..pee-ing de leh...

lazy sing so take photo xD

me wif 2 lenglui take photo leh..so xin fu ooo

act cute leh..look like mickey mouse leh..

feel tired so take photo..xP

wanna act like singer..xP...

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Wheee..Free from tiredness..^.^..
Err..this few days is busying with our P.Moral project. Feel so tired and been working for this project about 3 days without taking a sweety sleep..wanna take some good rest eh..awwww...Everyone is so busy doing their project and decorating it so nice.In school, everyone is so hardworking with their project and helping each other. Our class so helpful eh..Well.. i decorated my project with some stuff but it look like tat...

err..hugging my project ...

full of mickey mouse..can u count how many?

My lovely project..Love It..